shekast

dishab ie dafe vasate aroosi ie sedaie bolandi shenidam :ie dafe iechizi shekast.seda az daroonam bood. tikehaie khoord shode raftan toie tamae tanam o zakhmim kardan .
vaseie haminam ta akhare shab daghoon e daghoon boodam.
hala man ba in tikehaie shekaste chi kar konam?

naghashi

akheish ie jooraie khili khoshhalam akhe belakhare tonestam harfamo bezanam.
belakhare ieki peidashod befahme,man ie chand vaghti hast ke karaie talfighi mikesham derakht o

sorate adam,dirooz ostadam vasate harfash behem goftesh ke harchizi ke adama mikeshan ie jooraie

tozamire nakhodagaheshoone,masalan inke to vasate sorat derakht mikeshi mitone neshone in bashe

ke asheghe tabiati vali in derakhte khoshk ... shaiad neshoone nadadane mahsool bashe .....
mikhastam begam (va migam behesh)are daghighan zadi to hadaf .derakhte khosh mahsool nemide

choon khoshk shode choon derakhti ro ke dashtam bozorgesh mikardam az bein raft.derakhte

arezooham , chizi ke ghade 21 sale omram barash zahmat keshidam o abesh dadam khoshk shod va

tamam, bara haminam hast ke derakhte khoshk mikesham hamishe.shaiad dar aiande derakhte digei

az paie in derakht roshd kone va be voojod biad.

khodam

man migam ie modati az khoda joda mondam akhe mikhastam ie modat vaseie faghat khodam zendegi konam khodamo khodam na hichkas dige. dige khaste shodam az bas bacheie harf goshkoni bodamo harchi harkasi goft gosh dadam mikham faghat ie modati harchi delam khast anjam bedam. be manam dige hich rabti nadare ke cheghadr o zendegishoon taasir daram ia nadaram ino khob midoonam hich kasi ro zendegim tasir nadshte (ela mamabozorgam)va nakhahadam dasht.vali hala nazaram ie khorde avaz shode.mikham bazam vaseie khodam zendegi konam vali in bar ba khoda .

ba khoda basho padeshahi kon  bi khoda basho harche khahi kon:".

nemidoonam cheghadr in harfaie ke mizanam beheshoon amal mikonam ..mitarsam agar ie roozi befahmam in chizaie ke beheshoon aghide dashtam ro anjam nemidadam"

daghdaghe fekri...

salam. e dobare.bebakhsin dir shod.akhe khili karam ghati pati shode.vali sai mikonam moratabesh konam.

man mikham in dafea z chizi begam ke hamaie ma ha ie jooraie shaiad bahash  barkhord darim ...tanhaiee

man be nazare khodam adame nesbatan tanhaie hastam khili az rooza fekram mire be samte ie doste khili khili khoob ke hame joore khili bahale,vali mage mishe,mage mishe to ie donia ie be in bozorgi ie adami  bashe ke adamaro faght vase ie khatere khodeshoon bekhad.mage mishe adami peida beshe ke tarze fekresh bala bashe va dar ein e hal chizaie kochikam daste kam nagire,ia inke taghate didane ashk ro dashte bashe....

in adami ke az har nazar kamel bashe asan voojode khareji nadare choon man iad gereftam ke hich adami nist ke hich aibie nadashte bashe "gole bi aib khodast"ino ke hatman shenide bodid na.vase haminam ziad be khialam pare parvaz nemidam choon mitarsam ke parash beshkane.

man motaghedam behtarin doost khodast,vali eteraf mikonam ke ie jooraie doostimon az tarafe man shedatesh kam shode .delam mikhad dobare beram soraghesh azash bekham mano be khatere in modat bebakhshe akhe oon tanha kasie ke behesh etemad daram az tamame ghalbam.azasham bekham ke dastamo mohkamtar az hamishe begire to dastash ta dobare tanha nasham. .

vajhe eshterak !!!!!!???????

salam.baade ie modate kheili toolani daram minevisam inja

kili etefaghaie  mokhtalefi oftade ia dare miofte.daram ie chizaie ro kashf mikonam.taze daram mifahmam cheghadr taghir kardam

 vali ie chizi dare aziatam mikone   adamaie ke door o bare man hastan. hich kodom adamaie amighi nistan ia oonaie ke hastan inghadar karo gereftari daran ke hosele in chiza va mano nadaran manzooram az adamaie amigh kasaie ke zendegi ro faghat to ie jariani ke baghie ham tosh hastan o faghat bahash jelo miran.be khalaghiatashon ejaze zoohoor nemidan az erfan o hekmat o honar( ro na be khatere serfan iad gereftanesh balke barie zate ghashangesh )ina ziad sar dar nemiaran ia barashon maskhare o khande dare 

man daram iad migiram ke az baghie hich entezari nadashte basham.shaiad in harfam tekarariei.vali midonin ie jooraie hes mikonam chon ie seri az aghaiedam ba baghie motefavete  pas ba baghie ie farghaie daram.makhsoosan vaghti moghe baian eteghadate va aghaied mishe va masaele jeddi ie dafe hame ie jooraie ghaziaro montafi mikonan ia hatta mizana to zogham ...hezar joore die.nemidonam cheghadr in hes e man bein baghie moshtarake kashki adamaie dore ham jam mishodan ke ba in ahdafe moshtarak az kenare ham bodan lezat mibordan mese ie community.nazare shoma chie? .